before i checked out of the hospital yesterday, miles and i went to visit connor in the NICU. this visit was so much better than the night before. his nurse was super nice. she even let miles and i hold him. i was so happy. he is just so cute. it was a little bit scary holding him. he seems so fragile. and while i can't wait to take him home with us, i think i would be completely freaked out if he was here now. he is doing so good though. they took his feeding tube out while we were there. she gave him his first taste of breast milk. i need to get to work pumping.